Yay its summer time

Yay its summer time what are you girls plans for the summer

I am not really doing anything exciting this Summer since I graduated high school. Maybe just continue my learning online and decide if I want to go to college. Still undecided but seriously thinking of going. Though, I am not sure.

You should for now just focus on having fun i wish you and me could have a sleep over or maybe you could have a sleep over with your friends

I don't talk to my friends that much. They usually forget about me anyways. I always see them post stories on snapchat or instagram of them hanging out together and not invite me. So, that's okay. All I need is myself and you girls. I count you guys as my friends. And that is all I need.

Thats not nice they dont invite you they would have so much fun hanging out with you

I know. And the sad thing is, my ex has a new girlfriend and she told him that he cannot talk to any girls except for her. So, he blocked me on messenger. I saw him in Walmart today and he wouldn't even look at me. His girlfriend and I have been friends since middle school and she told me last night that she will stop talking to me as well. So now, I have nobody. And they both know that I have depression. Well, I tried.

Wow that means she dont trust him to say that if im correct who does she think she is tell him has no friends are girls

I know.  He just blocked me on all social media. Now I have no one. I am trying to figure out ways to get over him and her but I just can't figure out how.

he should have defend you he will regret not being your friend

Thanks.  He should have. He told me that he wasn't going to let her get between him and I. That he wouldn't let her get the way of us talking. Well, he told me to leave him alone, then he cussed me out, took a screenshot of the message, then deleted it, and blocked me. He said he wasn't gonna risk losing her.

If he would have defend you she should have understand that you two just friends nothing more come on ex and friend can still be friends

That is true. We were friends for years after we broke up. Then the friend messaged me on SC and told me to leave them alone and that they were done with me...a few messages later she wanted to know if we were still friends. I just said "sure" and went on with my life. My mom told me that I would make new friends. So, that Is what I am going to do.  Or at least try to.

You said you where friends with her too she should be able to trust you to be friends with him you wont be alone forever theres someone out there true friend be your friend forever

Thank you.  She doesn't trust anyone I guess. I am going to try to find new friends and find ways to make myself happy by doing things that I enjoy and try to stay out of their relationship. The girls that I have on here are the only ones I need right now.  You girls make my life better and worth living.

Or atleast he could have ask her for him only to talk you maybe you could join a club i use to join anime club sadly they dont have it anymore

I know but she won't let him either way.

I could join clubs if I could find some. Or just chill for a while. I am extending my learning online so I can keep learning new things. So, I may do that for a while.

You will find even more better friends

Yeah, I think I will.  I just have to make myself known so others will see me and befriend me.  Plus, there is already another guy that likes me. So, there is that. Haha. Maybe he will be a better friend.

Have you tryed talk to him the one who likes you

Not really. He has been pretty busy lately and I am just going to try to enjoy life a little bit. Try to calm down about my ex and my somewhat friend.

Im sure he shock you and message you

Yeah, he probably will. Even though he blocked me, we are still in a group on Snapchat that I didn't remove him from so I am not if he is accidentally doing this but he is sending me snaps about his girlfriend and how she is the best thing ever and that he will protect her forever and move out with her and how all his exes showed him that love was fake. So, I am just going to try to bypass all of that. I am sure that I will find someone better. And my stress has gone down a bit since that night. Which is good.

Dang you already know he has a girlfriend to send picture totally you dont need someone like that in your life im glad your stress calm down keep it up you can do it

Yeah, I know. It's okay.  Thank you.

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